I think I'm scared.
I have this anxiety hanging over me that has me by the roller coaster nerves (the ones that spike right before you get on California Screamin' or whatever). Do I feel like I'm in for a roller coaster ride? Maybe, I guess. I just don't know! Maybe I have it so good that I feel like the world has to crumble a little to make me pay for it. I just feel like I don't do ENOUGH to deserve what I have.
What can I do? Why am I a little bit terrified? Ugh. I must be nuts.
