Happiness

Things have been rough in our home. I won't go into detail, because it isn't my story to tell, but I am really searching hard for the light at the end of the tunnel. Trevor and I are still doing extraordinarily well as partners. No problems there. He is the best man I've ever met, hands down. A wonderful dad, a smart guy. He makes me laugh on a daily basis. He is honest and capable. I hope that I make him as happy as he makes me. I think that, in his honor, I will write a list of the things that keep me going right now:

- Harv-man, our new doggie. He is a terrier/something (or maybe just a terrier). His full name is Harvard (Harvey) Felix Archibald Cable Bryden. What a stinker.

- Movies - We have a projector for a TV. We watch huge movies on it since we don't have cable. It is alllllmost like getting out of the house. Since money will probably be short around here for a long while, free projector dates really take the cake.You can get some great used flicks for just $3.00 at Rasputin!

- The future - I am so hopeful that one day, I will feel better. I think I have to be. I don't actually believe it right now, but I am hanging onto the idea that I will believe it.

- Honesty - I know that I am an honest person. I know that I try my best. I know that I help when I can, and that I am honest with myself about my own needs as well. I can also count on Trevor to be completely honest at all times. It makes communication so much easier.

There. Wasn't that kind of annoying since I didn't spill all of my beans? If I thought it would do any good, I would have. Anyway, here's to going to work, leaving early to see Shea's winter program and then taking Harvey to the dog park!